sharing is caring kn..berpantang time!

assalamualaikum...
as promised.. update again...here the story of my (awesome) so called-berpantang...awesome lah sgt padahal macam lesung je!

pejam celik..dah masuk hari ke 39 dalam pantang....tak sabar nak abes pantang..benda pertama nk buat bile abes pantang..nk makan meggie..telan air liur hari2 masuk dapur tengok meggie..sedapnyaaa...

masa dalam pantang ni..boleh dikatakan 24jam kena bebel dengan mak aku..sebab??aku berpantang macam orang yg tak berpantang..sambil lewa je...ntahlah..kadang2 banyak pantang larang yg aku tak bleh nak adapt  dalam diri aku..kadang2 rase ridiculous pon ade..natijahnye??aku celik mata je ..pot pet pot pet mak aku start syarahan perdana dia..apa pon..mak adalah terbaik..tq mak sbb jagaaa along dgn baik..
for all the things yg along tak ikut..mummy..i opologies!(wekks..padahal panggil mok jekat umah wakaka)


aritu sebelum beranakkan balqis..berat badan dalam 63kg..bayangkan aku yg pendek dgn berat mcm tu..memang tak lulus lah...ditambah plak dengan masalah kulit muke yg agak berleluasa time pregnant..lepas beranak je..berat badan turun sampai 55kg je..ciput je...berat asal aku 45 kg...adoii camnelah nk dapat berat asal balik..

walaupun aku ni tak berape nk berpantang sgt..alhamdulilah berat badan cepat turun..sebabnya?balqis ni mcm orang kebulur 24jam tau tak..mulut asyik mintak susu je...sebab aku memang fully bf balqis..alhamdulilah..cepat je jadik slim balik..balqis plak makin membulat bulat..

kesan sampingan fully bf: balqis sgt mok-mok!!lenguh sebab dia asyik mintak dukung.

urm..back to the story..badan memang dh slim balik tapi yg tak bestnya..beruttt muncittt lagi..benci benci sambil hentak kaki!!ok.aku malas nk berbekung sgt..panasss wehh sekarang..rimas sgt berbekung ni..
tapi hari tu hubby tibe2 meroyan ape tah...pegang perut aku macamlah balqis ade lg kat dalam tu..ingat kn dia nk puji..tup2 dia cakap..buncitnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yggg...
sentap aku..rase nk bagi pelempang je...tapi disebabkan hubby kate mcm tu..tercabar sgt..terus aku amik bekung and berbekung...hihi...kesanya..turun lah sikit buncittt tu..tapi dh nama pon perempuan yg dh beranak...nampak jugak kesan buncitnyee tu...
tapi tak pe dh..tanye hubby okey tak lagi..dia cakap aku sudah LULUS!yeahhh..macam result peksa spm je lulus2 ni..

perut ni memang degil sgt....muncit lagiii sikit..susahnye nk ramping mcm kerengga!

sebenarnya bila dekat2 nk abes pantang ni.baru aku sedar diri.memang penting sgt kite berpantang..bukan untuk siapa..untuk kebaikan kite jugak..and utk menambat kembali hati suami....kalu bleh nak persembahkan diri kite yg paling baik utk hubby kn..serius.

ni nak share ape yg aku kedarah n telan semasa pantang..

aku gune full set leesa formula..dari tungku, pil, dan bekung semua...
so far okeylah..makan kapsul ikan haruan and pil perawan...cepat je rase luka tu sembuh and peranakan kecut...
tapi tungku herba bagi aku tak best la..bazir je beli..last2 tungku batu sungai yg pecahhh yg mak aku dulu2 gak best...

mase dalam pantang ni..aku guna bio oil..letak hari2 kat muke agar kulit tegang and lembab..and letak kat semua scar2 yg ade....hasilnya..aritu kulit aku teruk giler..now dah okayyyyyyyy 90%..alhamdulilah..

set leesa formula yg aku guna..and innershine yg lazat ni memang bagus untuk kulit..so far...puas hati dgn produk ni..

masa aku makan kapsul2 herba ni..memang badan rase panas and effect jugak kat balqis sbb dia kn minum susu aku...balqis kerap buang air besar and kulit dia jadik merahhhh gelap..macam hangus gitu..mak aku gitau..sebab badan aku panas..so effcet jugak kat balqis tapi itu hanya temporary je...

masa dalam pantang..kulit memang pucat..nk berseri seri???

innershine lah dulu...(nada suara maya karin)

memang kulit aku kering and rase mcm tak bermaya..pucat je....hari ke 30..aku start makan supplement lain..aku beli innershine and minum hari2..
kesanya aku rase kulit lebih halus..lembab dan cantik..orang cakap..kulit baby kite pon akan cantik..mudah mudahan....cantikkk ye balqis mcm ibu...wakakaka...

comel tak saya???
(kak ton jgn jeles okay)

so itulah nk kongsi setakat hari ini..

thanks for reading this...

Things i want to teach my daughter

dear  daughter,
one day i hope  u will read this...

1. Love Allah..disetiap masa, dimana, put Allah as your priority..Bila kamu mencintai Allah..Allah akan mencintaimu dan kamu tidak akan pernah rugi.

2. i love you so much..i am your IBU.. always be your ibu...and you will always be my baby..i love you even i have to wake up at 3 am just to feed you.

i can be your best friend too..but..i will be your mother more.

3. you're your papa's angel.he will love you more and better and longer than any other man will..and dear if u are going  to believe a man words,believe your papa's words.. 

someday..your papa will teach you how boys should treat u...

4.your ibu really love your late grandfather.He just like my bestfriend that i can jokes about anything in this world. so dear, remember, your relationship with your papa is one of the most important relationships in your life..trust me, he loves you more than he can express.

5. kekayaan tidak menjamin kebahagian. when i was at your age, i never got chance to live like you today. we are very poor at that time but our life full of happiness. so dear, belajar untuk rasa hidup susah so that u can appreciate what u have today. i will never ever raise you with lots of money.if you want something, u have to work for it.

its okay to cry when u need to..

6. you're always welcome to my wardrobe. i hope everytime i see u..i can see myself on u.

7. in order to be  truly beautiful..u  must have a beautiful heart and soul first.your ibureally hate plastic thingy so please dont be one.You are beautiful. Without the use of an airbrushes, diets, makeup, or lots of money. You are you, and you are stunning.

beauty is found in who u are..not what u look like darling..remember that..

8. education is important but it is not everything. untuk menjadi orang berjaya..u have toknow everything..when u pass in examination with a good result, remember,it is just one percent to complete your life. to make it 100% percent...u must be a good human.

9. dont be afraid to make mistakes.mistakes make you human. but..dont repeat it twice.ibu makes mistakes too.dont repeat mine too.

10. me and your papa really love your grandparents..even when we got married..i always taking care of your grandparent and your papa never get mad because of it..i hope one day when u get married, u will do the same to me like i did to your grandparent.marry someone who can love me, papa and your brothers n sisters. 

11. love your husband like ibu loves your papa. 

12. when you were born..i sacrifice  my life for you..i was in pain for hours. its really  hurt. i cry and screaming. only when i heard your beautiful crying..i can smile back..i never hope that u will repay me for that.i just want you to REMEMBER that.

13. dont lie.always tell the truth.say sorry when you are wrong.say thanks when someone doing something for you.

14. dont be a lawyer.i dont like it.

15. me and your papa always worry about you no matter how old you get.we were never tired of being your parent..we always need each other syg!

16.I want to apologize to you now for not being able to give you everything you want. To be fair, I never got everything I wanted. You'll understand when you're older.

with love..

-ibu-

Thanks for reading this.