readers..im back..

(picture credit to Ayie Touch.)

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hi guys..
kua kua kua im back!!with that ever annoying face!!

rasanya dah seminggu or 2 minggu saya xupdate blog..i tell u what..mood memang dah xada..even nak berblog pon xde idea..

many asking why nak quit blogging..xlupa jugak yang bagi support..thanks all..actually that day saya tengah down sangat2..i cant think properly..i got so many issues with me..after saya fikir2..saya rasa kalau saya quit pon..it wont satisfy me enough..blog ni dah macam sebati dengan diri saya..even ni just personal blog..but sometimes..saya nak perasan jugak yang blog saya ni ada jugak pembaca setia..alhamdulilah..so kadang2 saya xnak hampakan orang2 yang suka baca blog saya..at the same time..saya jugak xnak sakitkan hati orang yang xsuka blog saya..

dear readers.frankly speaking..saya memang xpandai tulis blog..if ada dalam entri2 yang ayat saya terlalu kasar..too killer..sensitive or what..please accept it..i cant change my way of writing coz i cant be somebody which is im not..

sorry if u all rasa that im so a wtf person.a lame person..a poser..a jerk or whatever u wanna remark me..im sorry for that.

you all can comment me or critic me..but please do it wisely..in a right way..please dont hurt me by uttering so ugly dirty harsh words..

Tak semestinya apa yang anda tidak bersetuju dengan saya bermakna anda benar dan saya salah..saya terima kritikan atau pandangan yang jujur dari anda..

saya memberi dan menulis dengan hati..hope u all menerima dan membacanya juga dengan hati..

will update soon:)

thanks for readings this..

p/s: this time i dont have p/s lol..

Just because you know my name..doesn't mean you know me..

Just because you know my name..doesn't mean you know me..

enuf said.
kenapa dalam dunia ni perlu ada perasaan benci terhadap sesuatu yang dicapai oleh orang lain..?dan kenapa perlu ada perasaan gembira terhadap sesuatu yang hilang dari orang lain?

i lost my blogging spirit..
blogging bukan something yang happy dah bagi saya..
too much drama and hypocrisy..
too many people love to bitch about someone..
saya rasa dunia blog tak macam masa mula2 saya kenal blog.
saya ada blog bukan nak cari musuh.saya nak berkawan.if xsuka my blog or xsuka the way i wrote..or even tak suka saya..just stay away..i wont bite dunt worry.im not your enemy.

bila sesuatu itu tak mendatangkan kegembiraan bagi kita..
i think the better way is..
QUIT..
if your heart is not where you feet it..just quit.

btw..just because u know me..doesn't mean you know everything about me.

im signing off.

Story Of Photoshoot: i love nature

the only reason why i love nature is because..
i feel so beautiful in it..
bila saya dikelilingi beautiful things..i feel like they speak to me..they make me smile..
so if i get lonely..i go outside and sit on the grass and allow nature to speak to me..God i feel so wonderful..

nature give me thousand reasons to smile..

nature reminds me of hope..

nature make me adorable in it..

nature make me feel so wonderful...

and happy in it..

Photoshoot by Ayie Touch and Duan Lang..thanks bro i really love this.

p/s: Maha suci Allah yang mencipta Alam ..Subhanallah..:)

p/s/s: guys..kepada yang add me on fb and i still dint approve it..plz let me know if u are my blog readers..again..kepada yang baru nak add saya..do let me know too..thanks

thanks 4 reading this..

Make your ex regret leaving u..

make your ex regret leaving u..

just some tips..

Normal situation..bila kita ditinggalkan..1st thing yang biasanya kita akan buat..capai hp and keep calling..keep massaging..ask why and how..crying..begging..kita bagai orang gila tergila gilakan dia but die even langsung xpandang pon kita..damn pathetic aite?

sometimes..kita jangan selalu fikirkan tentang orang yang xreti nak hargai kita..u should think of yourself first..bila anda ditinggalkan..dont follow your heart..dont begging coz it will make everything worse even die tak akan menyesal dengan keputusan dia.
true enough..

First, .dont pushing him..dont continue to pester him with phone call, emails and msg..any contact with him in this time will hurt u more..mybe korang akan rasa dengan contact him all the time dengan alasan nak penjelasan semua akan buatkan ur ex akan menyesal..but in fact..it wont.. trust me..

reality is not like in romance drama..bila somebody tinggalkan u..then after all u menangis..try harder to make him back..then..dia kembali kepada kamu..hug and kiss you( i hate those aggressive kissing scene in dramas gosh make me feel so guilty like watching porn lol)..say sorry and wahh..everything nampak so easy..actually it's not. so try NOT to contact him..

Jangan biarkan dia melihat korang menangis and begging..jangan buat ur ex simpati dengan korang, but make him regret.make he think that he has lost u..so the better way..just remain silent...give the space and let he experience his life without u..
bila u all just be cool,..so your ex akan fikir you do not care at him anymore..dan itulah sebaiknya..bagi dia rasa yang u boleh hidup tanpa dia..trust me..even dia xnak korang lagi..but tiba2 bila korang langsung xcontact and buat tak heran..pasti dia akan merasa sesuatu hilang..

your ex after bangang2 tinggal korang..die mesti expecting yang korang akan call..nangis and merayu-rayu..why dont u dont do this?..buat something yang contrary dengan apa yang dia fikir.By ignoring him and jalankan hidup korang seolah olah dia xwujud..u are making him feel rejected.if he brutality hurt your feelings..why need u make him feel like a hero that u tergila gilakan die and need him so bad?the better way..hurt them back..(i think sometimes kita kena stop untuk jadi terlalu baik and straight)

To make your ex regret losing your love, just accept the breakup and move on.
Let Your Ex see that u have strength and maturity to live ur life without him.bila die tengok korang respect keputusan die untuk be alone..he will have more respect for u then....

time to move on..
nobody has the authority to bring us down..remember that!!

thanks for reading this..
do miss me..P

Story of Photoshoot: Lost in jungle haha

hi im back to annoy everyone here!!

guys sorry for the lack of update..im working now!im doing my chambering and busy giler..memang xsempat nak update blog, apatah lagi nak blogwalking for this material time..sorry banyak2 guys..

semalam i got nightmare..really scary la..saya tersesat kat hutan, pastu kene kejar dengan harimau..moralnya..saya bangun pagi..saya rasa letih.demm..
then teringat satu photoshoot session yang lokasinya kat hutan lah jugak..so guys..i have no story gempak2 this time..just enjoy that photoshoot pics ya..hehe

btw..sorry no pro editing coz saya gamble je edit sendiri after dapat softcopy dari si photographer..nak yang pro editing korang bleh godek2 kat page si photographer ni sendiri ye hehe..

Just the simple outfit for that photoshoot..
Wedges from voir
Long skirt from Zara
Tshirt from Ladylike
Shawl pinjam dari Bella xhantar2 lagi lol.

i think i like this picture hehe


this one too.credit to Zulhilmi Din..

sadness

okey now what?muka perempuan penggoda lol..

perempuan sihir maybe haha..

nah..muke perasan suweet sikit tuk korang hehe..
thats all..hehe

Thanks to the nicest photographer Zulhilmi Din And Garaga Poklie for the photoshoot.

p/s: bottom line is finally knew how it feels like when you are lost in jungle.then dikejar rimau lak...NO JOKE MAN..very scary der!!

okey..dah update..dont say i didn't update haha..thanks for reading this..love u guys muahhxx muahhx!!

Pakai apa yang kamu suka..bukan orang lain suka..

salam...
topic of the day..STYLE..
Saya seorang yang sukakan fashion..addict kot..kalau fashion tu was a crime..pasti saya dah masuk penjara lama dah..to be honest..masa mula2 dulu..saya suka sangat follow others style..saya nampak dia cantik..so saya nak jadi dia..kadang2 saya pakai apa yang orang suka..just to make them happy but deep inside..im not happy with that..

But lama2 saya fikir..if u have to follow others fashion or style..u cannot be yourself..i still remember my friend Bella told me this "Nurul be humble with yourself..wear something you like, not others.."

start from that..saya dah xterikut ikut,cuma kadang2 buat mereka sebagai sumber inspirasi..tapi untuk follow mereka 100%, TIDAK.

Saya senang dengan cara sebegini..cantik ke..tidak ke..terpulang kepada si penilai..tapi my advice is..
pakai apa yang kamu rasa selesa dan sesuai dengan kamu..bukan pakai apa yang sesuai pada pandangan orang lain..kalau kita pakai sesuatu untuk nampak cantik selalu dimata orang lain..pakai dengan niat untuk impress others..pakai dengan niat supaya others think yang kita ni omg sungguh style..oh baju die sangat mahal..trust me..it wont make u happy..

everybody is beautiful in their own way..so..just be the way you are..

i love the simple outfit..even dalam photoshoot pon..i love to look simple..

this is me..im happy with they way i am now..:)

thanks ARTOUKGRAPHY for the shoot.

p/s: i love to stick with one wedges and one handbag i dunno why but bila beli yang baru pon..yang satu tu jugak jadik pilihan..:P
what about u guys?

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