life is sucks..
today..got many shit things happened..
im little bit emo today..HATE IT..
my honey..plzz dont mad at me k..i knew dat im annoyed u juz now..so sowwy...huhu
I'm sorry, but I may rant a little...I been called mean, emo, and a bunch of other names today and I don't know why...
i hope u could understand me..
im lil bit depressed today..i got a bad dream last nite.
*im cried bcoz of dat dream actually..seems real honey..
plus...i got many task to do..sorry..so..im not in rite mood honey..
actually..im still not okay..im not okay even i said dat im ok..
u know wut honey...
I just can't take it anymore dear..i feel like everyone seems to make fuckin fun of me..
I just can't stop crying though. I feel awful.
I can't even sleep.
I just don't know what to do.
you are rite honey.. I'm weak
I'm sorry I'm being negitive.
And I'm sorry I'm writing this.
But I need to express myself and this was the only way I could think of.
Once again I'm sorry...I'm just a horrible person who has to cry everytime i got the problems..
what i want rite now is..
i want u so badly to accompny me...
for d rest of my life..
i miss u honey..
and i want u near me..
p/s: aku merase sgt2 emo nih..izziz SYMPTON2 of insanity? tuan doctor..help me..i nid treatment..MY PRIVATE DOCTOR!HUHU